Guys, I am not okay. Though I look the opposite, no one really knows what lies beneath this layer of mask. I just couldn't keep holding it on to myself. I know it myself, one day, I have to let this go. But no. I've tried and it's not working. By any means that I've tried, I still couldn't let this thing go. There's a lot of problems for me to handle. I wanna start anew, a new life, a new background of family if I could, and myself reformed. I just don't understand why a soul have to go through all this. I am aware of others that have gone through the worst ever yet, I still couldn't accept this. Not yet, not when I am this weak.

Maybe, I just wanna be alone, sometimes.