SuperNyonya.
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I'm Syahirah but sometimes people acknowledge me as SuperNyonya. I love to crap and I hate people that type with shortforms or LiKe ThIs. In my opinion, people like this deserve a second chance and have a break with kit kat.
I hope that by now, you guys should know that I am random. Tag
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Monday, December 7, 2009, 1:49 PM
Masking myself is that hard.
even if i get myself masked this far, i swear i hate it and i can't go on the way i'm living my life now. all these smiles i got on me, and stuffs. why must i keep on smiling when i know i am not happy inside? might as well i break down and cry like a bitch everyday. even so, no one cared or even notice my sorrows. fuck it, alright, fuck it. seriously. all these people in my life just come and goes. no point getting to new friends, or new love, when you already know they will too, go sometime soon. or maybe later. but they will go in the end. to find a new love to pamper, to care, and also to love, makes you feel on top of the world. but once it's gone, the pain is unbearable. i don't wish to go through that again, but at the same time, i want to be the one on top of the world, just like y'all.i seriously don't know what happened to my family, but i sure hate it. being the one my mum does not favor and also being the one that feels just like a spare human in their life, seriously sucks. aiya, fuck it again, alright. i just don't know how to say it here. all i know was i cried hard yesterday. thank you. g'bye. -SuperNyonya. |