i am done, everyone. no seriously. i am going to live like a free bitch, with no worries, with no thoughts. and, no, i dont want to think about anything but my life, my major exam next year, and my band, hopefully we can bring this up. thats it. i even get tired or busy or just any excuses you could think of to be abandoning my blog. but hey, no worries. i will try to keep it alive.

i dont know if i am on the right path, waiting. cause waiting now seems to be worthless. he doesnt even realize that i am around waiting. he wouldnt even know that thinking about him all the time are the reason to my sleepless nights. or that my prayers are all about him. no, he wouldnt realize all these. i sound so love sick, and i dont care what you guys think. you face it too, right. and times you feel like telling, you will be dying to tell and let it ol out. so dont comment too much on this. B-)

anyways, today, met up my bandmates. still searching for one drummer and if possible a keyboardist too. so anyone that knows how to play either, and is interested tell me aye. heh. it doesnt matter if youre good at it or not, basically. planned to meet them after work on saturday for another meeting and  maybe going for shisha too if i could make it on time. heh heh. talking about working, i should seriously get to my miss piggeh now. hurhur. g'night humans!

be a good kid, and santa will grant your wish. 

-SuperNyonya.