[i'm not using caps lock today. i'm lazy.]

maybe i will end up like the picture above. yea, i feel discourage, people. i'm surrounded by all the people that kept on saying i'm fat. or maybe i'm obese, but i just don't realize it. hey, i tried to stay strong and positive about my weight. i use to be care free. i don't really mind what people say. but i think i have to put all these to an end. maybe i should lose weight. like i did the few days back, to eat a meal a day. i wanna tire myself with work and work now. i wanna stop thinking about food though it's the only thing that can make me happy. but i must restrain myself from eating too much in a day. being fat is not a big deal, anyway. but with the discouragement i get from the rest of the people, i think i've had it.

so what? wanna jog or maybe run tomorrow? heh.