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I'm Syahirah but sometimes people acknowledge me as SuperNyonya. I love to crap and I hate people that type with shortforms or LiKe ThIs. In my opinion, people like this deserve a second chance and have a break with kit kat. I hope that by now, you guys should know that I am random.


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Thursday, November 12, 2009, 2:55 PM
A MAN.


 I miss you.


having a man in your life may be the best thing that happened to your life, especially when he's the guy that you've been yearning for. but these guys may be the worst that may happened too. it's always these guys that often land girls like us to be a broken hearted girl at the end of the day. i mean, i know it seriously sucks. and i really don't wish for any of this to happen to any of the girls out there. who wants to, anyway? i've been through this shit. and i swear, the incident of falling in love, being broken hearted, and being in a state which i can't really describe myself in, has been the incident that has affected me a lot. like now, no matter how much i've never speak of that man that once entered in my life, and how much i say i hated him, i did not really get over him. i admit, i still do love him. maybe that's one of the reasons why i feel that my status of being in relationship won't work out for majority of the guys now.

to my dearest one, i know it's hard for you to go through all this now. it's your major exam year, and you're juggling with a number of problems, may be tough for you. i just hope that you're strong to just solve this. and dearest, please, do not have those thoughts anymore, alright. i believe in you, that you're strong and that you can go through these obstacles. if i can, i don't see why you can't. push yourself harder, alright? love, nyonya.

anyways, the guy that i'm missing right now is like the guy that i was telling on the first paragraph. i know that he won't be like reading this, but this is just a way i let out. i wanna be loved again. i wanna have that person in my life that can listen to me, laugh with me, share my problems with and live with me for the rest of my life.

this month, is like the heart-breaking month, i'd say. everyone's getting away from their partner. and i'm lucky to say that i'm not in any relationship. and therefore, i'm used to sharing problems to like close friends and family, of course. as in, there's no boyfriend to worry about you talking to boys, going out with boys and stuffs you can't do when you're in a relationship. but i miss the part where i can be pampered to someone, joke around like his own baby and stuff. so, yea. i think about finding a guy that i can be like those by 1st january now is like a mission impossible already. haha, so yea again.

update y'all soon,
supernyonya.