SuperNyonya.
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I'm Syahirah but sometimes people acknowledge me as SuperNyonya. I love to crap and I hate people that type with shortforms or LiKe ThIs. In my opinion, people like this deserve a second chance and have a break with kit kat.
I hope that by now, you guys should know that I am random.
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Friday, March 20, 2009, 7:44 PM
I hope all this feelings will end. Seriously. I don't want to be like this anymore. I'm sorry for being rude to you, Razaaq. I thought I could be strong. But the fact is I'm weak. Really. I'm sorry for everything. But please, let me go. I had enough of everything. I want a new life. Don't bother me anymore. I beg for mercy. I want to start afresh. Without you. I want to stand alone. Please. Enough is enough. I really can't stand it any longer. I don't want you to be the one controlling my life. I choose what I want to do. I don't want to be manipulated anymore. Please, for the last time, I'm saying-let me go. I'm sorry to say but I have absolute no feelings for you. About yesterday, the one that I cried, it's because of that. I didn't know why I'm letting you touch me when I have no feelings for you. I feel cheap. I feel so 'used'. I don't know how to put it in nicer term. But that's the way it is. I am sorry to have said all these. I want to stop all this thing. I seriously want to. I hate it now. I hate everything, in fact. I want to be alone. And begin a new chapter in life. Forget me. Please. I'm begging you. Forget about all our memories for the past year. All those bittersweet memories. All the things I've said. Just forget that I exist.I just want to forget everything. Enough of the arguements we had. Enough of all these things. I just can't move on anymore. Cause I don't see us going anywhere. I can only see me suffering being the one I'm not, for you to love me. This ain't right. I need to make things straight in my mind. I want to be with someone who really cares and appreciate me for who I am. I don't want to be hurt anymore.
I don't want you to wait for me. If there's someone you love and you really care for, then just go. I'm not yours anymore and you're not mine by then. Just go ahead and move on with life. I want all my freedom back. I don't want to be controlled anymore by you, even when we go on our seperate ways. Tell me, untill when do you want to control me? Didn't you had enough fun for a year, controlling a fearful soul? Sampai bile I keneh remain this way?