SuperNyonya.
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I'm Syahirah but sometimes people acknowledge me as SuperNyonya. I love to crap and I hate people that type with shortforms or LiKe ThIs. In my opinion, people like this deserve a second chance and have a break with kit kat.
I hope that by now, you guys should know that I am random.
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Saturday, March 28, 2009, 10:58 PM
I feel damn bad today. I am not angry at you guys. I just feel like I'm a lousy Section Leader. I can't even make you all to respect me. What a leader, right. I tried to give my best to you all. But what do I get after giving you guys all that other leaders won't possibly give to their section? Do you think it's easy for me? To handle all feedbacks and still treat you nicely? Maybe, I'm at wrong. I am the one who pampered you guys that I have to face my own consequences. But please, appreciate for what I've done to you guys. I had enough of all the problems now. I want us to be like before, percussion. Like one family. The bond between us is so strong that I can't see you all like these. Everyone went so quiet after all that. It just feels so odd. I love you all like my flesh and blood. I want the cranky people I've known. I want that to stay. But sometimes, when I am serious, in this kind of period, I hope you all understand me and respect me as a leader too. I've been following your say all this while. You don't wish to have those kind of very strict and serious leader, right? So here I am. I did these for you, despite all the ugly feedbacks. I still do. But for once, show the respect that I need. I hope you all understand. How hard it is to be a leader, you just can't taste it yet. You never know how hard I went through.To Thomas, sorry for those harsh words. Don't think too much about it. It's words out of anger and confussion. You all did great. But I just need some respect. I can say you were the one that'll be there when I need someone to talk to other than YanHong. You've been a good bestfriend indeed. Thank you.
To Shariffah, you seem fucked up at just now. I am sorry if all these made you hate me. Then go ahead. All I know is, I don't hate anyone of you. And hope all the hatred among you guys end. I want no hatred between my love ones.
To Zaqeer, you were the one that seem to apologize sincerely just now. I appreciate it. I hope you've realize what you did. And I hope the others realize it too. And by the way, you're so cranky that I can't stand seeing you being serious. Haha. Looks odd, but that's the way it should be, huh.
To Mu'ein, you're the most cutest among all of them when seeking for an apology just now. Haha. I wouldn't be smiling without your jokes. Haha. Buat spoil mood aje. Thought nak jadi emotional tadi. Hahaha! Kay, thanks for making me smile. I find you the honest one between the rest. Gee.
To Kelvin, I hope I can take your words seriously. That you're going to buck up. I hope you do that, too. JiaYou! I'll support you from the back. And frankly, I owe you a lot. You've been helping out with the carrying of instruments here and there. I can say you're the most helpful one among us. Thanks, Kelvin. You're a part of us. So, don't be left out, aye.
To Yan Hong, you're the most sensible one and a great listening ear to me. You've been the one that support everything that I do. And the one that made me choose the right decision when I'm confused. I can't work without you, seriously. I am not being so touchy for the sake of being touchy. But that's what I think it is. Without you, I don't think I'll have the courage to tell the rest how I feel, and face everyone. You're the one that made me move with what's right. The first person that I'll look out for when I have problems in band, is you. You're also the one that I'll look for when it comes to love. You always make me feel better. Thanks, buddy. Since sec one. And I'll never, never ever forget you once you graduate. I'm going to miss you.
To Afiqah, you've been the one that made me feel crazy at times with you crazyness. Haha. You're so far the best in sec two and keep on going. You've got great potential to be a leader one day. I hope you really succeed. In band, you're my craziest partner, as in the high skirt thang. Hah. You always make me smile. Just like your cousin. Thank you.
To Prabhu, you're the only senior that's left in percussion. You've not been coming to band lately, and frankly, I miss you. As a senior, and as a friend. You're once the person that push me to be what I am now. You, and the rest of my beloved seniors. I miss everyone of them. I know, between us, as a friend, is over. Everything is over. I hope everything gets better. Though it seems like it's not going anywhere at all.
To all my dearest senior; Saif, Ridzuan, Li Yun, Oskarina, XinYi, and Prabhu. You guys are the one that made me for who I am today. You're the one that made me independent and made me work things out my own. I've been a better person and dependant person now because of you. Thank you. I wish you're back down here to see how I am doing. I miss you guys, A LOT!
To readers, wish me luck for SYF. Hope I won't screw up or anything like that. It's two days to SYF. Gee, must have plenty of rest. I am nervous now. What the hell. Anyways, I hope not to screw my solo and play the right dynamics. Gee. :[ Bye, people.