SuperNyonya.
Profile
I'm Syahirah but sometimes people acknowledge me as SuperNyonya. I love to crap and I hate people that type with shortforms or LiKe ThIs. In my opinion, people like this deserve a second chance and have a break with kit kat.
I hope that by now, you guys should know that I am random.
Free Web Counter
Tag
Links
Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace
Adam Syakirin
Ain
Syirazi
Amalina
Ameer
Anna
Tamimi Indra
Benyamein
Dixon
Ezma
Feet
Firdaus
Hazreel
InaaSC♥
Iyka
Kak Eyfa
Kiffy
Lola
Lynn
Martin
Mokky
Myra
Nashke Ilazas
Norsha
Pamela
Peeqa
Qila
Queen Tisha Ruddy
Shazritzy
Shervans
SmokePartyProduction
Sujimy
Suria
Suuhwella
Zair
Zaquiqui
Zhixin
Zubaidah
Friday, March 27, 2009, 11:05 PM
Hello, readers. I am under a lot of pressure nowadays. I just don't know how to deal with all my problems I am facing now. I've never been in this kind of situation. I swear, never. I am just so confused on what to do. Am I doing the right thing? Is leaving him a good thing? I have this feeling to leave him but I really missed him. I want to move on but he doesn't allow me to. Should I listen to him or my heart, really? There's infinity questions in my mind right now. I just don't know who to express my whole feelings to. I've been telling people who asked me why. But do they really care? Or they just want to kill time by hearing my stupid feelings? How pathetic I am or what. I want someone who really care. Who's willing to listen to all the burden and pressure I'm under now. Someone who will stick to me. And never leave me all alone. Be there by my side everytime. Is there such someone that I really need? I wonder. Does everyone really go through this stage? Where you feel like breaking down each and everyday. Every night. Or is it just only me? But why? Why can't I lead my life, just like the way I wanted it to be? I didn't want it to turn this way. Why, oh why? I hated myself since then. I've been changing friends everyday. I've been such a loner nowadays. Everyday, I faked my smile. Make everyone thinks I am okay. When deep inside, I'm not. I guess nobody really understands me. Cause I don't understand myself either. I hope all these problems will end. I really don't want my SYF to screw up. And I hope, soon, I'll find the friend I've been searching for. I've been feeling so empty nowadays. I just don't know who to talk to and all. And to all the readers, if there is even, sorry to waste your time reading my dumb post.